It seems like ever since Logan turned one he is no longer my little baby. Everyday he amazes me with what he learns and picks up on. He is gradually weaning himself off breastfeeding which is totally bittersweet. Its nice to gradually gain back time in my day. (There was nothing bittersweet about deciding to stop pumping after his birthday....totally SWEET....good riddens....sooo time consuming not to mention so inconvienent having to sit in my car for 20 minutes during my lunch break!) Needless to say it will not be missed. However as Logan day by day proves he doesn't need me for his nutrition and gradually prefers his sippy cups I am once again reminded he is no longer a baby. Although I catch myself saddened by him growing so fast im overwhelmed with the little boy he is becoming. I find myself holding him in my arms just staring at his peaceful face wondering what the years will bring and what kind of man he will become, however, at the same time i'm hoping and wishing time will stand still and I can hold him in my arms forever and protect him from everything!
Everyday I am AMAZED